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05:39 am
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Changes
So, I asked a cute girl out. She's funny, cute, and said 'yes', so what more criteria do I need? I don't know her very well. We work together, and I see her maybe twice a week at work, but there isn't really time to talk there. I'd like to get to know her better, so I asked her if she would like to go to a movie or something sometime and she said yes. She gave me her phone number and schedule for next week, so that's good, right?
She knows it will be a date and that I'm interested in being more than just a friend, so I'm not worried about mixed signals or anything. If things don't work out it won't make my job awkward, as I said, I don't really have time to talk to people at work, so I'm not worried about that. Why am I so nervous/anxious then?! I am really excited to take her out, but I don't know what I'm going to say or do. Dating is so frustrating! I don't want a serious relationship right now, I am not ready for anything like that. I just want to go out and have a good time. I'll be honest, if that leads to more than just cuddling on the couch, that's great, if not, that's great too. But I don't want to just hook up with someone I barely know. I don't want to just hook up at all. There needs to be potential, but I'm not ready to make a commitment.
Current Mood:  anxious
Current Music: Bouncing Off The Walls - Sugarcult
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03:23 am
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Enough
I have had enough of my whining and bitching. It's time for me to man up and fucking move on.
:)
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10:37 pm
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Another Happy Note
I wish she would talk to me again. Communication has pretty much been severed. She rarely responds to my messages and she never messages me. She said she just wants to be friends, and that it would really hurt her if I completely stopped talking to her. Did she say that just for me?
I wish I could just move on. I want to get on with my life, but I just keep thinking about her.
On another note, I have been drinking far too much since shit happened. I have pretty much stopped talking to any friends that won't go out to the bars with me or stay in and get hammered. It hasn't had an impact on my work or school yet, but it is probably only a matter of time.
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12:43 pm
[Link] | She was supposed to realize her mistake by now... :(
Current Mood:  depressed
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09:46 pm
[Link] | It has been a month since she dumped me and I still can't go 5 minutes without thinking about her. I miss her so much. For lack of a better way to put it, this fucking sucks.
Current Mood: depressed
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11:43 pm
[Link] | Ever stop to think about what your motivations really are?
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11:30 pm
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Been a while, eh?
If you read this, even if I don't speak to you often,
you must post a memory of me. It can be anything
you want, it can be good or bad, just so long as it
happened. Then post this to your journal. See
what people remember about you....
(Comments Screened, for now)
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05:35 pm
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Red Wings
Caroline called me at work today and asked if I would like to go to the Wings game tonight.
^__^
I guess I'm going to go watch the Wings destroy the Avalanche...
Woo!
Current Mood:  excited
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04:15 pm
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Still Sick!
I am still sick after a full course of 1000mg Amoxicillin twice a day for 7 days. They did a chest X-ray, Mono. blood test, and a Strep. test again today, all negative. Now I am on 400mg Avelox once a day for 10 days. I also have 600mg Ibuprofen for the sore throat and some other prescription cough syrup. I love it when doctors just guess when they can't figure it out!
Current Mood:  sick
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03:02 pm
[Link] | Definitely, Maybe.
Good movie. Very cute. You should see it. That is all. ^__^
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12:38 am
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Car
My car is fixed! Woo! We had to take off the head and get it machined down, but we finally finished! It's back together and running smooth. ^__^ *Happy*
Current Mood: happy
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04:24 am
[Link] | Anyone want to hook up with Jon?
Just putting that out there...
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11:31 am
[Link] | Party at my house this Saturday at 8.
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01:32 am
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Dear Ben,
I _____ you. You have a nice _____. You make me ____. You should _______. Someday I will _____. You + me = ______.
We should __________. If I saw you now I'd _______. I would build a_______ just for you. If I could sing you any song it would be_________. If I could I'd give you ___________.
We could __________ under the stars.
Love,
_______________
(P.S. ______________.)
REPOST THIS "DEAR (YOUR NAME)" AND SEE WHAT ANSWERS YOU GET!
Jon, I expect something amusing from you here!
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03:40 pm
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Winter Party!
I need to throw another party this Christmas. When is everyone going to be home and free? I want this to be huge! People from college and high school are all invited.
Current Mood: happy
Tags: party!
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11:34 am
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I feel like my old self again...
O:-)
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03:19 pm
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Eh, why not?
1. reply with your name and i will write something i like about you.
2. i will then tell what song reminds me of you.
3. if i were to apply an o'clock to you, i'll tell you what it would be.
4. i will try to name a single word that best describes you.
5. i'll tell you the most memorable moment i've had with you.
6. i will tell you what color you remind me of.
7. i'll then tell you something that i've always wondered about you.
8. put this in your journal.
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05:57 pm
[Link] | Chicago was fun. I'm home now. Woo!
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02:08 pm
[Link] | Heading to Chicago to help my brother find an apartment this weekend. I should be back sometime Monday.
^__^
Life is gooooood.
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01:01 pm
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Party!
Party at my house tomorrow! Freedom Hill fireworks from my roof at 10. Swimming, grilling, Wii, and possibly a bonfire too!
Don't forget your swimsuit!
The party starts at about 4. I get off work at 3, so don't be that early!
EDIT: You will probably need to know my address to get in the subdivision (the police block it off so people don't park and walk to Freedom Hill.)
36528 Lodge Drive, 48312
Call me if you have a problem! 586.212.7986
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